This post brings up so many questions, but please don’t ask XDDD
Gaaahh. So I went to Ortigas to take that exam in Emerson, and I was the first one to arrive! A miracle, ehh? XD
And so after taking the difficult exam, I went to Glorietta to wait for Chai. When she arrived, we decided to watch Iron Man 3 while waiting for Ruby.
After the movie, we went to search for the perfect shoe for me, but of course we didn’t find any since I am so indecisive. :/
Oh. Dinner! :3
I just got home from a two-day trip. I was expecting myself to cry in a public transport (a.k.a. bus), but I didn’t. At first, I thought it was just my usual numbness/delayed reaction, but no. I don’t really feel anything whatsoever, meh.
Geez, I missed Iya very much! She’s still as cute and funny as ever <3
I FRIGGIN’ FAILED. But somehow, I still feel calm about it, like I’ve been expecting this right from the start. I just don’t know about later. I’ll probably hop on a provincial bus and cry… or not, heh.
Maybe… I should get on a bus after all, spend a night or two somewhere, and go to PRC and check if I’m conditional or something. But I wouldn’t count on it.
Oh. I don’t know. I don’t know what to feel anymore (not that it’s a new thing though).
I thought the results will be released last night. I was anxious that I haven’t received any text message (because that would indicate that I didn’t pass). I even had a weird dream that the person we thought would rank 1st place is crying in a church because he only got 3rd place, meh.
Anyway, so this morning, I checked the PRC website to see if my classmates passed. And then, THE PRC HAVEN’T RELEASED THE RESULTS YET. Yatta~! I can still lean on the positive side, for now.
But… my heart… my heart can’t take it. My heart can’t take the waiting. Oh God, please…. please make the results be in our favor T^T
AFTER TODAY, MY REALIZATION: “SHIT!”
I just got back from the battlefield. I don’t know about the others but it was as bloody as hell for me. Too bloody for me, actually. How I wish I can say “I don’t care about the results” but I know whatever my end is, it will affect my whole well-being, my whole future, big time.
The results will be 3-4 days from now. And I know, I am still hoping for the brighter end, even if only a miracle can make it happen.
Big thanks to the people who supported me and prayed for me. I love you <3
I’ll be taking my board exam today and tomorrow. I don’t know what to feel. I got sick last week because of overthinking. Fortunately, I feel better now.
Oh. This is it. Finally. After this, after I get through with this, a new chapter of my life will start. After this, Engineer na ako!
CLAIM IT TO OWN IT. hehe :D
And I swear, I won’t go to McDo for half a year. Haha!
May God bless us, fellow schoolmates (:
May the odds be ever in our favor. Good vibes!! :D
So I’ll be leaving tomorrow morning to be with hundreds of people I don’t know (I only know my schoolmates, of course) and we’re gonna stay together in a hotel for two days and two nights, and we’re all gonna be like wait for the Hunger Games to begin. And I am hoping that I will get out alive, LMAO. So pleeeeeaaaaaaaaase, PRAY FOR ME TO GET THROUGH WITH IT <3
(it isn’t really Hunger Games, but it will be quite similar to a battlefield… so…)
"I have been a hunter of peace who chases the mayfly known as love for many, many moons now. There is no rest for me in my search for peace. I meditate diligently every morning. The subjects are life and love. I quit after 3 seconds."
-$$60 BILLION man
A SARCASTIC OUTER SPACE LIFE FORM UNDER THE GUISE OF A FEMALE PEKOPONIAN GUNDAM PILOT BOUNDED BY THE PRINCIPLE OF EQUIVALENT TRADE AND IS OFTEN ANNOYED TO PUNY EARTHLINGS CALLING THEMSELVES AS HUMAN BEINGS.
LOVE and PEACE! ◕‿◕✿
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