I am not nervous, not at all. But I am very anxious and irritated, and I don’t know. 3 days to go, and still I haven’t opened anything. I didn’t study. I can’t study, and I am not studying yet, that’s why I have 0% confidence. I only attended the coaching sessions. Baka nga pumasa.
I have to throw away my human emotions again and use only my brain. I am going to get through with it this time. I should calm down, breath in, breath out. I hate humans, I hate humans, I hate humans, I hate humans. Guta lala, Suda lala.