Seriously, practice what you preach.
This post brings up so many questions, but please don’t ask XDDD
May 06, 2013
Gaaahh. So I went to Ortigas to take that exam in Emerson, and I was the first one to arrive! A miracle, ehh? XD And so after taking the difficult exam, I went to Glorietta to wait for Chai. When she arrived, we decided to watch Iron Man 3 while waiting for Ruby. After the movie, we went to search for the perfect shoe for me, but of course we didn’t find any since I am so indecisive. :/ ...
May 2, 2013
TIRED. T^T Job hunt. Makati. Dinner. Us with Gmei and Dy.
I just learned today that I am a GEAS conditional. What a shame… it was just three points, and it wasn’t even EST but GEAS. T^T But still, thank God, I’m still fortunate. Only one subject left.
April 23, 2013
I just got home from a two-day trip. I was expecting myself to cry in a public transport (a.k.a. bus), but I didn’t. At first, I thought it was just my usual numbness/delayed reaction, but no. I don’t really feel anything whatsoever, meh. Geez, I missed Iya very much! She’s still as cute and funny as ever <3
I FRIGGIN’ FAILED. But somehow, I still feel calm about it, like I’ve been expecting this right from the start. I just don’t know about later. I’ll probably hop on a provincial bus and cry… or not, heh. But, hmmm… Maybe… I should get on a bus after all, spend a night or two somewhere, and go to PRC and check if I’m conditional or something. But I...
SHIKATEMA MOMENT MADE MY DAY
(but if I received the greatest news later, I’d be ecstatic. hehe) Anyway, this made me go kyaa~ kyaaa~ ufufufu THANK YOU SO MUCH KENJI TAIRA!!!! <3 And to the Scanlators, of course :3
I am depressed, maybe?
Oh. I don’t know. I don’t know what to feel anymore (not that it’s a new thing though). I thought the results will be released last night. I was anxious that I haven’t received any text message (because that would indicate that I didn’t pass). I even had a weird dream that the person we thought would rank 1st place is crying in a church because he only got 3rd...
April 18, 2013
Adios RM2N~! Even though we’ve paid the room until the 24th, we decided to leave today. And so I got into so much hassles because of my VERRRRY huge luggage.
THEM: "Mag-Math ka lang ng mag-Math, yung...
I FOLLOWED. AFTER TODAY, MY REALIZATION: “SHIT!” I just got back from the battlefield. I don’t know about the others but it was as bloody as hell for me. Too bloody for me, actually. How I wish I can say “I don’t care about the results” but I know whatever my end is, it will affect my whole well-being, my whole future, big time. The results will be 3-4 days...
April 14, 2013
I’ll be taking my board exam today and tomorrow. I don’t know what to feel. I got sick last week because of overthinking. Fortunately, I feel better now. Oh. This is it. Finally. After this, after I get through with this, a new chapter of my life will start. After this, Engineer na ako! CLAIM IT TO OWN IT. hehe :D And I swear, I won’t go to McDo for half a year. Haha! May God...
April 12, 2013
So I’ll be leaving tomorrow morning to be with hundreds of people I don’t know (I only know my schoolmates, of course) and we’re gonna stay together in a hotel for two days and two nights, and we’re all gonna be like wait for the Hunger Games to begin. And I am hoping that I will get out alive, LMAO. So pleeeeeaaaaaaaaase, PRAY FOR ME TO GET THROUGH WITH IT <3 (it...
POSITIVE THOUGHTS~ ONLY POSITIVE AND HAPPY...
North Korea's Dictator Is So Dragonball →
There is more to life than exams. - Darta While there are people out there who worry about the whole NK nuke thing, about how HOMEFRONT could possibly come true, here I am still worrying about exams. I have to shut away my emotions to get through this. Nevertheless, I hope someone would stop the cray cray guy :/ Btw, the link above is sooooo accurate :3
parents: why are you on the internet all the time you have homework
my mind: i fucking know i have homework to do you idiots i'm over stressed and i'm distracting myself on purpose school is fucking hell you may have gone when you were younger but it's fucking different now there are all new stresses and bad people and assessments and detentions and tests and exams and pressure and more studying and we over think all these things and it makes everything worse and it scares us so we procrastinate by going on the internet and actually having fun instead of working our asses off because we are so fucking stressed and confused and tired of everything THAT'S WHY I'M ON THE INTERNET ALL THE TIME OK
Yung feeling na sukang-suka ka na at umay na umay...
Yep. That’s exactly what I’m feeling right now. Only three weeks left until the exam and I’m still struggling with my review. I feel like I wanna stop, give up, and just go away, run away from everything~ but of course, I can’t. I have to face this. I know. But still, I am not doing anything. I lack effort. I feel tired even though I am not really doing my best. I hate...
March 23, 2013 1:25 AM
MY GIRL - done (: I might re-read this in the future (: Koharu is so awesome! <3 (yeah yeah~ I know I should be reading my GEAS book instead of manga~)
2nd Day of PreBoards.
~~~ Just woke up and I haven’t read anything yet. Oh NO. Please don’t judge meeeeee T^T
ONE MONTH TO GO
Gahh. I can’t believe tomorrow is the first day of our PreBoards and I am still procrastinating T^T I feel silly. Nothing ever changed since college days. I am still as lazy as ever. I haven’t really studied anything. I am relying too much on luck and stock-knowledge :/ Is that bad? I don’t really know how to feel and react about things. :| I still feel calm and my mind is...
I AM SUCH A WALKING BALL OF NEGATIVE ENERGY.
Only 5 weeks left, and I still have mixed feelings about it. Arrgghhh. I don’t have time with all these negativeness! Oh self, I want to bitch slap you right now. Come back to your senses! You can do it. You will do it! I have to do this. I WILL PASS. I HAVE TO. May the odds be ever in my favor!
February 24, 2013
Someone asked me some days ago if what is/are my dreams in life. Me: My greatest dream is world domination. It was impossible for Hitler so that would be impossible for me too. For a more realistic dream, my greatest dream in life is to become a better adult, get married, be the best wife for my husband, the best mom for my kids, have a happy family, and grow children that will become...
February 10, 2013
I thought I’m going to live the Mafuyu Kurosaki-life. But starting today, I’ll be living the HAYASAKA (who doesn’t have a first name yet, or Banchou,or Ayaben…if you know what I mean XD) life. Kbye.
A Day Out of Town
020413 Jelai and I went to Tagaytay. First Stop: ADORATION CONVENT OF DIVINE MERCY a.k.a. Pink Sisters Second Stop: Amira’s Buko Tarts (I bought the apple tarts though XD) Third Stop: KFC X’DDDD Fourth Stop: Coffee Shop (the view from our table) (I’m trying!) We left the coffee shop past 4:00 PM, took some photos, then went home :))
January 28, 2013
Mixed feelings. These feelings sucks ass. I feel like crying. But I can’t. Because it’s too troublesome for me.
January 27, 2013
January 26, 2013
happy birthday lalai jelai jhe geralyn! <3 Hindi kami natuloy ni Chai sa Tagaytay ngayon kasi may isa diyan pinagdasal na hindi kami matuloy. Ahem. May exam pala kasi si Chai ngayon. Parehas sila ni Jelai. Kaya sa malapit na lang kami tumambay para ”MAG-ARAL” hahaha Pumunta ako ng school para magpapirma ng clearance kay Dean kaninang umaga pero wala nanaman siya. Pang-apat na...
January 25, 2013
Went to school for the Dean’s signature (third attempt, tsk.) Intensive Review Orientation Seta-sis (with Chie and Curse) waited for me and Jane outside the room then we toured around the school and had photo sessions. haha Sissy and I are both Com-track *u* Jane went somewhere to attend a mass. We decided to wait for Iji. We decided to watch “Hansel and Gretel: Witch...
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Kung sa tingin ninyo nararapat lang magkaroon ng divorce sa Pilipinas, dahil nga ito ay ‘praktikal’, at dahil na rin sa ‘iba na ang panahon ngayon’, eh di hindi na pala effective yung sinasabi ng lahat na kapag kinuha kang ninang, hindi ka dapat tumanggi kasi ang pagiging ninang ay para na ring ‘BLESSING’. Labag sa kalooban ko ang mag-anak sa binyag kung hindi...
January 24, 2013
I spent few hours at the Review Center’s library then Regine, Melissa, Kristine, and I went to St. Jude to attend the novena and mass. On my way home, Pauline (my 2nd brother’s ex) saw me and we went home together :3
Something is missing Bounded by shackles and chains, I want my freedom– A Haiku?
Sometimes the hardest things and the right thing...
whispersinnthedarkk: It upsets me I can’t be the person I want to be. Whether it is because the resources aren’t available, I still have more to learn/achieve to get there, or because this ideal just simply isn’t who I am. It is like I built up this person I want to be but that person is nothing that I am. As much as I try to be that person I just can’t. I use to care and not I just don’t. The...
January 20, 2013 2:47 AM
FAQ: So how’s the review going? Me: Oh, great! (: Because I don’t “live in the province”, I’m wasting 4 hours of my life commuting back and forth from my parents’ house to the review center everyday and the traffic stress is enough to keep me from board exam pressure. I love doing household chores, so it’s okay. The people around me are very amusing. My...